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Holes In My Head

by Brandon Renz

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1.
All i've done, I can't walk away from this. Not now I've come too far to Lose my way I'll keep on heading straight to where they thought I couldn't go NOW LOOK WHERE I'M HEADING DOUBT IS TAKING OVER ME WHERE SHALL I PUT MY FAITH IN? WHEN I CAN'T EVEN TRUST MYSELF IT MAY ALL END THE SAME BUT FUCK IT ANYWAY IT'S NOT MY TIME TO SHINE I'M STILL HEADING TOWARDS THAT LIGHT Break the silent night The road is long and bright Take some time to ask What you believe in Make the best of life You only get one So tell me this Tell me How will you spend your time? Will you waste it and never move on? Will you kill yourself from the inside out? And never let yourself live your deepest dreams Not anymore Not anymore This is the time This is the place Not anymore Not anymore This is a brand new age
2.
Look within and see inside my hollowed broken heart Years have past i thought i'd always be a wreck\ But then you came from the dark I'm here with you, it seems like we're so far Listen up darling there's nothing to fear Please gain the strength, the strength you gave to me, beaten and broken you helped me end the pain. And I'll do the same! You and i will walk these winding roads you are the one i can trust never feel alone Waiting for the day when you're on my arm Till then i'm right here my dear i'll never leave your side. RIGHT TO THE WOLVES Cast off and forgotten My eyes were not all the same The person that I was Is not who im Meant to be when i think of you it all seems to float away Walk forward that's what everybody told me but I couldn't just let it go Let myself go under and now you've pulled me back up now my heads above the waves never understood exactly why you wanted to stay. But this i swear this I know You and i will walk these winding roads you are the one i can trust never feel alone Waiting for the day when you're on my arm Till then i'm right here my dear i'll never leave your side. This i swear This i swear This will never end up like my nightmares Hollowed out and cast aside Rip my heart and let me die Wonder why I'm still alive The truth of course! Has all but died! But my love You beautiful thing You my dear Just take my hand Let's both move on out of the dark And never turn our backs Please my dear just wipe your tears No longer will you deny Take my hand just don't look away I'm right here Lets walk away Rip my heart Carried away Put in the hands of the one who’ll stay Take my hand I'll bury my name Take me home or the next best thing
3.
How was i supposed to see The mistakes I would make The road ahead me filled with lies and cheats BREAK the cycle that won't change. Are you hearing what i say? DO YOU YOU HEAR ME!? Rethink Restablish a clearer way of thinking Take me back when my life made sense When my head was dumb but my tongue was sharp Take me back when my heart was whole Before they came and took all that did make sense TO ME TEAR ME UP RIP ME APART BREAK MY BONES CARVE MY SKIN MAKE ME BLEED I WILL HURT UNTIL I KNOW Wait a sec. think i'm onto something I feel nothing and it's tragically haunting Just once more I think i'm onto something I feel nothing and it's tragically haunting Wait and call my name, wait and call my name TEARING INTO THOUGHTS AND DREAMS OF LOVE AND ASPIRATIONS RIP THROUGH ALL THAT GETS IN THE WAY OF MY ONLY TRUE DESIRE WHEN THEY SAY YOU'VE LOST YOUR WAY I HOPE THEY FUCKING DIE LEND YOUR EARS BUT NOT YOUR HAND I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP!!! Leave me on my own!! I don't need your help!! I'm good enough So just stay away Breaking my resolve was just a test of strength Falling down upon my knees all I hear are shrieks I AM NEVER COMING BACK I AM NEVER COMING BACK Wait a sec. think i'm onto something I feel nothing and it's tragically haunting Just once more I think i'm onto something I feel nothing and it's tragically haunting Wait and call my name, wait and call my name
4.
Unwind your minds and live for the night IT HAS BEGUN TIME FOR DEBAUCHERY WHEN It's hard to see and my body is numb That's when I know I'll never have enough of this rebellious chaos Now now what do we have here!? ONE down And i'm feeling like i've gone a bit crazy Maybe I should resist this But fuck it didn't come to be a bitch I CAME TO FREAK AND BREAK SOME SHIT Won't quit till i've lived a little bit Two down and i'm coming through the door Three down and i'm crawlin on the floor It's time to let Let go!! Be done with your tortures Let me drown all your fears I am your heart I am your mind And i've had enough of this blight I FEEL IT CAN'T TAKE IT PLEASE HELP ME HELP ME TO FORGET I TRY TO TWIST AND TRY TO BREAK MY SKIN I CAN'T ESCAPE MY WAY OF SIN MAY AS WELL JUST SAY FUCK IT I GIVE IN It's time to let Let go!! Be done with your tortures Let me drown all your fears I am your heart I am your mind And i've had enough of this blight I've come to say I've come to say I've come to say Let me at them I've come to say I've come to say I've come to say Let me at them I have so much to hate So just let me get it out Before I loose my crumbling mind I've come to make me some mistakes came to punch somebodys face came to crash through the door I came to wind up on the floor! This is my night of revelry
5.
Reflect 04:51
Why do you keep on making a mess of your beautiful life Why are you so filled with so much hate Just listen to my words Listen to me!! be-CAUSE I'M STILL THE SAME!! [STILL THE SAME!!] IVE CAST THE TORCH THAT LIT THE FIRES OF RAGE!!!! SO COME ON COME FORTH AND FACE ME I'M RIGHT HERE TO FACE THE MISTAKES I MADE I'm still a punk but at least i've got some fuckin sense You've got it rough So pathetic and worthless You can't see the ones that had your back Now you're all alone! Cast off by your own hand Left behind the ones the ones that would love you Love you here forever Not that it even matters now but did you even listen? Listen to them calling Listen to them pleading Tears are meant for falling But did it even cross you Did it even cross your mind That maybe the ones that were there for you Did Not deserve to have their hearts ripped from there chest Maybe its for the best! That you made your choice! [TURN YOUR BACK ON EVERYTHING YOU HAD] And not realize how good you had it Till it's far too late Till it's all gone

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released March 14, 2017

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Brandon Renz Virginia

Vocalist of Progressive Deathcore band THY EVICTION (Also found here on band camp)

This is my solo metalcore project with the purpose of making music personally relating to me. if you like what you hear I have a 5 song E.P coming in march of 2017.

Also check out my main band Thy Eviction right here!

thyeviction.bandcamp.com
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