Holes In My Head

by Brandon Renz

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released March 14, 2017

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Brandon Renz Virginia

Vocalist of Progressive Deathcore band THY EVICTION (Also found here on band camp)

This is my solo metalcore project with the purpose of making music personally relating to me. if you like what you hear I have a 5 song E.P coming in march of 2017.

Also check out my main band Thy Eviction right here!

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Track Name: New Day Same Rage
All i've done, I can't walk away from this.
Not now I've come too far to
Lose my way
I'll keep on heading straight to where they thought I couldn't go


NOW LOOK WHERE I'M HEADING
DOUBT IS TAKING OVER ME
WHERE SHALL I PUT MY FAITH IN?
WHEN I CAN'T EVEN TRUST MYSELF

IT MAY ALL END THE SAME
BUT FUCK IT ANYWAY

IT'S NOT MY TIME TO SHINE
I'M STILL HEADING TOWARDS THAT LIGHT

Break the silent night
The road is long and bright

Take some time to ask
What you believe in

Make the best of life
You only get one
So tell me this
Tell me

How will you spend your time?
Will you waste it and never move on?
Will you kill yourself from the inside out?
And never let yourself live your deepest dreams

Not anymore
Not anymore

This is the time
This is the place

Not anymore
Not anymore
This is a brand new age
Track Name: The Closest Thing To Home
Look within and see inside my hollowed broken heart
Years have past i thought i'd always be a wreck\
But then you came from the dark




I'm here with you, it seems like we're so far
Listen up darling there's nothing to fear
Please gain the strength, the strength you gave to me, beaten and broken you helped me end the pain.

And I'll do the same!

You and i will walk these winding roads you are the one i can trust never feel alone
Waiting for the day when you're on my arm Till then i'm right here my dear i'll never leave your side.



RIGHT TO THE WOLVES
Cast off and forgotten

My eyes were not all the same
The person that I was
Is not who im Meant to be

when i think of you it all seems to float away




Walk forward that's what everybody told me but I couldn't just let it go
Let myself go under and now you've pulled me back up now my heads above the waves
never understood exactly why you wanted to stay.

But this i swear this I know



You and i will walk these winding roads you are the one i can trust never feel alone
Waiting for the day when you're on my arm Till then i'm right here my dear i'll never leave your side.


This i swear
This i swear

This will never end up like my nightmares

Hollowed out and cast aside
Rip my heart and let me die
Wonder why I'm still alive
The truth of course!
Has all but died!
But my love
You beautiful thing
You my dear
Just take my hand
Let's both move on out of the dark
And never turn our backs

Please my dear just wipe your tears
No longer will you deny

Take my hand just don't look away
I'm right here
Lets walk away


Rip my heart
Carried away
Put in the hands of the one who’ll stay
Take my hand
I'll bury my name
Take me home or the next best thing
Track Name: Holes In My Head
How was i supposed to see
The mistakes I would make
The road ahead me filled with lies and cheats
BREAK the cycle that won't change.
Are you hearing what i say?
DO YOU YOU HEAR ME!?



Rethink
Restablish
a clearer way of thinking

Take me back when my life made sense
When my head was dumb but my tongue was sharp

Take me back when my heart was whole
Before they came and took all that did make sense

TO ME

TEAR ME UP
RIP ME APART
BREAK MY BONES CARVE MY SKIN MAKE ME BLEED
I WILL HURT
UNTIL I KNOW

Wait a sec. think i'm onto something I feel nothing and it's tragically haunting
Just once more I think i'm onto something I feel nothing and it's tragically haunting
Wait and call my name, wait and call my name

TEARING INTO THOUGHTS AND DREAMS OF LOVE AND ASPIRATIONS
RIP THROUGH ALL THAT GETS IN THE WAY OF MY ONLY TRUE DESIRE
WHEN THEY SAY YOU'VE LOST YOUR WAY I HOPE THEY FUCKING DIE
LEND YOUR EARS BUT NOT YOUR HAND I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP!!!

Leave me on my own!!
I don't need your help!!
I'm good enough
So just stay away

Breaking my resolve was just a test of strength
Falling down upon my knees all I hear are shrieks

I AM NEVER COMING BACK
I AM NEVER COMING BACK


Wait a sec. think i'm onto something I feel nothing and it's tragically haunting
Just once more I think i'm onto something I feel nothing and it's tragically haunting
Wait and call my name, wait and call my name
Track Name: Five Nights With Sheogorath
Unwind your minds and live for the night


IT HAS BEGUN

TIME FOR DEBAUCHERY

WHEN It's hard to see and my body is numb
That's when I know
I'll never have enough of this rebellious chaos

Now now what do we have here!?
ONE down
And i'm feeling like i've gone a bit crazy
Maybe I should resist this
But fuck it didn't come to be a bitch

I CAME TO FREAK AND BREAK SOME SHIT
Won't quit till i've lived a little bit
Two down and i'm coming through the door
Three down and i'm crawlin on the floor

It's time to let Let go!!
Be done with your tortures
Let me drown all your fears
I am your heart
I am your mind
And i've had enough of this blight


I FEEL IT CAN'T TAKE IT
PLEASE HELP ME

HELP ME TO FORGET
I TRY TO TWIST AND TRY TO BREAK MY SKIN

I CAN'T ESCAPE MY WAY OF SIN

MAY AS WELL JUST SAY
FUCK IT I GIVE IN


It's time to let Let go!!
Be done with your tortures
Let me drown all your fears
I am your heart
I am your mind
And i've had enough of this blight

I've come to say
I've come to say
I've come to say
Let me at them

I've come to say
I've come to say
I've come to say
Let me at them

I have so much to hate
So just let me get it out
Before I loose my crumbling mind

I've come to make me some mistakes
came to punch somebodys face
came to crash through the door
I came to wind up on the floor!
This is my night of revelry
Track Name: Reflect
Why do you keep on making a mess of your beautiful life
Why are you so filled with so much hate
Just listen to my words
Listen to me!!

be-CAUSE
I'M STILL THE SAME!!
[STILL THE SAME!!]
IVE CAST THE TORCH THAT LIT THE FIRES OF
RAGE!!!!
SO COME ON COME FORTH AND FACE ME
I'M RIGHT HERE TO FACE THE MISTAKES I MADE

I'm still a punk but at least i've got some fuckin sense

You've got it rough
So pathetic and worthless
You can't see the ones that had your back



Now you're all alone!
Cast off by your own hand
Left behind the ones the ones that would love you
Love you here forever
Not that it even matters now but did you even listen?
Listen to them calling
Listen to them pleading
Tears are meant for falling
But did it even cross you
Did it even cross your mind
That maybe the ones that were there for you
Did Not deserve to have their hearts ripped from there chest

Maybe its for the best!
That you made your choice!

[TURN YOUR BACK ON EVERYTHING YOU HAD]
And not realize how good you had it
Till it's far too late
Till it's all gone